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  • Mood: Peaceful
i am taking a medication which makes me blank.

it's a studious, balanced blankness, one which merely hovers beneath the surface, mostly unnoticed.

is this how you all feel?

blank as pale limestone.

sometimes i feel a passing, expanding sadness. it quickly deflates and the disturbed dust settles into its old grooves.

i look forward to things. more things. and then i don't.

more than anything there is an indifference to most things. at first i enjoyed this anaesthetised oasis. now it disturbs me. especially knowing that beneath it is a monster - several monsters even

bright burning rage,
rampaging speed and ecstasy
a dead black hole, deep as the ocean, empty as the sky.
an unfathomable despair.

i am painted over

whitewashed, if you will.

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Mrs. Malcolm Tucker
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:iconnerofly:
Yo! How's Russia?

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Tuxedo Girl is coming...
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:iconsonicbutterfly:
notbadnotbadnotbad!!! It's bloody boiling all the time and there are only about 5 hours of darkness a night so you can walk around the city at 2 am and it will already be quite light it's NUTTY. my russian is improving like a mofo, I can swear really well now! ^_^ and although a lot of the buildings, especially the old ones, are pretty run down there are some beautiful mosques and churches. It's interesting because a lot of the old Tatar mosques have been built in a very western-inspired style with like stained glass windows and stuff, and the Orthodox churches have really eastern features. I think you'd find it interesting because I hear u liek churches. So I told you. In this post. What about you? Gone anywhere good recently? I still have to go to Prague.

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:iconindiexfiend:
honestly, ive read Suicide, Such A Womanly Word so much that i can practically recite some lines. im in love with it and it really has inspired me
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:iconsonicbutterfly:
:blushes: thank youuuuuu that means a lot to me to hear someone say that... though i wrote it such a long time ago!!!

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:iconindiexfiend:
yeah it is pretty old. haha i remember the first time i read it was probably like.. a year or two ago lol. its still amazing.<3
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:iconeffine:
I said German. I suppose now I can say I've a proper minority sexuality.

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~ImprovidentScion Dec 26, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Ну, сколько лет вы учились русский язык? Да, очень сложный язык, но думаю чтобы полезно говорить с другими людьми по-русски.

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:iconrachellwilliams:
thanks for the favs :D <3
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